Miss
June 1, 2008 by cheriselee
It is MOnday again. The first day of brain activation…need to think of what i want again in my life, what i sad of, what i scare of and what i want to avoid, last but not least, what i want to achieve in my career.
About life, it is time to celebrate father’s day in next 2 weeks but this celebration is not for my family. Father passed away in 2005 and not with us for 3 yrs. He is still up in the heaven or already ‘born again’ in another family. If he still up in there, will he knows what i am thinking all the while. I need advice which i couldnt get from whoever but him. At this time, I miss 2 persons the most: my father and my son. My beloved son, 24th June was your expected day to come to this world but it is not now. Everyday, I look at the calendar and counting the date, by right I should be going off next week and stay at home for deliver preparation.
Career, I am doing a big challenge to myself and thinking that I might doing a stupid decision. Anyhow, I have stepped out a step which I Hope I can step backward. See the fate…
I Should go back to work now…and I should say, ‘BUSY’ is the good medicine to me as of now.
